I wake up
I feel the lines of dried up makeup that had been dripping down my face the night before
For a moment I woke up and thought it was ok
For a moment I was happy but I forgot that today I am not
I was given control of the little bit of drive I had left in me but I gave it back because it makes no sense to be happy for a moment when a second goes by and the tears start flowing the screams start glowing and then in another second I am floating.
On nothing.
I'm here levitating in my empty grey mind. When suddenly faster then the speed of light I'm DROWNED in all the emotions that I ever experienced in my life.
MY thoughts hold my mouth shut
MY words strangle me
MY reality killed me.
And I gave the a-okay.