i share myself to the knowledge my dear...i only wish to help but i can't not endless you let me in. why do you push me away when i try to help. Do you hate me so..why is it that no one likes me when i try to do the right thing... i guess im am to blame. there is no place for me...so please i ask forgive me...there is only a short time for me to live...so now i ask Reaper take me as i am...and spare all that i love... so here is my goodbye and hello my hell to come.