Im never ready when I need to be,
I always leave when I should stay
Disconnect when I should connect.
It wasnt going to be any different with you.
I wasnt ready when you were.
Ill be honest, I want the things I cant have.
I tried to be less sabotaging like you asked
On the stairs, hand on my right cheek, you said I need you to know you are enough.
But who wants to settle when the winds beneath your feet and your always moving to greener grass.
At 3am you sent me small hands by keaton Henson
I dont blame you for leaving me cold, hanging, blue ticks, unresponsive.
I  still only look for you when all the doors are shut without any windows to jump through,
But even your welcome matt's been removed.