I've been doing a lot of thinking, Looking back at bygone years. Reliving times of happiness And remembering the tears. It's been a roller coaster, I can say without a doubt. Problems without solutions That it's time to figure out. My thoughts are spinning madly In the confines of my mind. Confusion overwhelms me And answers are hard to find. I have nobody to talk to To help me find my way. No-one to add perspective And make my turmoil go away. The more I think, the more I hurt. The more jumbled things become. It makes no sense, no sense at all And the answers will not come. I'm standing at a crossroads Which way do I go? Left or right or straight ahead? The truth is, I don't know.