is there anyone out there ?
anyone at all , that understands my struggles,
that will catch me if i fall?
is there anyone out there, that knows just how i feel?
that can help me in this moment that will help me start to heal?
is there anyone out there that loves just like i do?
that could love me through my sadness , just help me to pull through ,
all the anger and the sadness , all the hurt and all the pain ,
all the **** that causes trauma, all the crap that fogs my brain ,
please dear lord just tell me if i have a chance in hell ,to get through all the misery , to get through all the hell ?
lord just give me one more moment to express the way i feel before the walls collapse  on me and my life becomes so still...........