Falling Kaleidoscopic and feathery The seasons brief stay Feeling faith between my ribs pulsating like a lightbulb hanging from a chain Every time it changes the foliage and the sky If time stopped in stillness then I'd have no quarrel with the possibility of going insane For an hour out of a day when waves crashed my name I'd make myself a palace from the silence and the decay Rapid fire in and out the door There he goes wayward traveler Starving body and content spirit under moonlight catching colds to shake off Because I really don't see what other people do when I look at me Tired sighs Green eyes Mesmerized by pictures of angels Tethered skin Weather beaten Holding in a vision I've been in mansions with swimming pools I've been in dingy alley backrooms And I still couldn't recognize what I was reading Oscillating around street lamps and speaking in whistles A fleeting sensation and I can't trust the transition I wish life was quite and I could have met him after the storm Where does this start In my head or in my heart When does this grow from something soft to something sharp? Verses resting on the wall Prophecy Clentched wrist Crosses Do I make the right decisions Trembling jaw All this theory in a blooming flower Watching cars drive by There's a mistress on the floor Behind the locked screen door And there's a picture on the shelf of you with someone else Coveted dreams of romance without a promise of courtship