This was it: our second chance. It was the time to be better, for me, for yourself, for the relationship Yet you came into it the way I left and my doltish optimism ignored it. The first time was not an end; it was a semi-colon in our sentence, a thoughtful pause in a speech, but not the applause, not the true end. You think that this is another semi-colon but I'm telling you, I feel it in my bones, This is the period in our sentence, The closing remark in our speech, and what comes next is the eternal silence before the applause