this is not the right time for you to fall in love with me

i will run away when you chase after me
i will deny all the feelings that i have for you
i might say goodbye when you say hi
or i might as well **** you off just to make you stay away from me

because
i am afraid
afraid to fall in love
i am afraid
that you will leave me like the others

but most of all
i am afraid
afraid that i might lose someone
that i'll love for the rest of my life
and the unbearable pain that i have
to deal with