There are flashes of you that I get from time to time. Usually there's no reason, usually there's no rhyme. Maybe something I smell or something I hear, Maybe it's just me looking in the view, rear. Although I have said my last goodbyes, somethings still linger, Just can't quite point it out, just can'tΒ Β finger. Like they say, its not that I lost you, more that I had you, Made too many wrong decisions, hurt you many times too. I hoped by now that these thoughts would cease, That maybe In time, I would find peace. Not the case as I have found, To you, our memories, I'll always feel bound. I know that we will never be again, But every once in a while, when I think of you, on my face will be the largest grin. Not because I lost you, but because you gave me the time of day, I was the luckiest man alive, even for that short stay.