drag me down to the water and bury me with it. drowning, begging for breath; such sweet and stuttered cries, claiming that "yes, i'm breaking! like the waves upon this beach! please, don't forsake me! another chance is all i need!" you smile, "not even God could count your chances, i leave that burden for infinity! you're mistaken to lay claim to the concept of breaking for you've already broken! you sit too far outside my reach!" my eyes, as white and wide as the moon breathing down your neck. never say you never wanted this. never say you worried. never say it was anything but necessary. still, some nights, if you're quiet, hear me softly singing you to sleep.