I'll see you soon you're just on a little trip you'll be back in April and I know nothing will happen but still a part of me is worried I know you aren't stupid and I know you will come back and won't leave me forever you promised and you don't break your promises and I know that but part of me the part of me I don't like doubts everything happy in my life but I'll do my best to ignore the doubt cause I know you and I know you won't leave me forever cause you aren't just a guy and you aren't like guys in general you are different good different and these coming months without you will be hard but I will keep my promises and I know you will and I think while you are on your trip it will show us if our relationship is a good one cause I think it is and well they say distance shows the truth all I am hoping is that the truth doesn't hurt and I know you will talk to me as soon as you are allowed to my love I love you so much and I miss you so much and it's only been a day