you had multiple options, at first there were so many open doors in front of you, but the longer you waited, the more started closing, until only one was left open in front of you, so reluctantly, you walked in, better than being stuck out there alone, with only a hint of what could be lying behind the door you stepped into.
I understand.
If you happen to get cabin fever, I hope you know that the door isn't locked. And there is no water outside, keeping you here.
If you need to get a breath of fresh air, I hope you know that I will smile with each inhale if you are happier there.