I'm sitting here dumbfounded... unable to believe the events that just transpired... unable to swallow this knot that has been tied around my throat... that's made my heart its prisoner.

I'm sitting here... trying to process your words... those you had to write, that you couldn't even speak out loud... I'm sitting here holding on to my ******* heart, feeling every beat... I'm sitting here unable to comprehend...

How could you...
I believed every word, every look, every single touch...
I believed that there was love...
I believed in you... in us...
You made me believe ...
And now I'm here... alone with my pain, alone with my thoughts, alone, with just myself...