I try to make my own decisions. Not everyone will agree. Words cut me deep like incisions. There's nothing wrong with me. I'm not an idiot that doesn't think I choose who I care about. These words I hear they make me sink Its me I think you doubt.. It's time that I just be alone and let everyone forget me I'll shut myself inside my home before you all regret me. Don't knock or call there is no answer that in-which you seek. Your words to me are like a cancer I wish you wouldn't speak. I am now inside my hollow cavern I have everything I need. My memories will bounce and burn. My mind will always bleed. There's nothing more I want to do than close the cellar door. I'm not here impressing you I can't see you anymore. All is black inside my heart And I'm bonded to my sorrows. I continue to play my part. I sure hope no one else follows.