Maybe it's just me and I'm just ignorant Maybe this isn't pain and I'm just dreaming it Maybe I'm on drugs so I can't feel Maybe I don't exist and I'm not real Maybe things will be normal some day Maybe it's just the things that I say Maybe I'm just nothing and can't make a difference Maybe I'm just the one I need to convince That life is beauitful and not to be ashamed To smile and hold my head held high To forgive myself and remember my soul To love again with all my heart Maybe this is all a game If so maybe I will play