If I could I'd buy you an ocean. I'd give it to you in the biggest bottle I could find. I'd put a ribbon around the top because that would make it exponentially fancier. I'd put a sailboat right on the water to remind you to breathe. It would have an anchor because I know you like those, and I'd put little whales in it because whales are cute. I'd give it to you on a crowded street in the middle of some busy city that we'd pretend to hate but actually desperately want to be a part of. We'd be wearing dresses becauses dresses make everything more special and there would be bikes. Everywhere. I'd wear yellow and you'd wear blue. You just would, okay? And we'd both have hats on. After I gave you the ocean you'd laugh and call me dumb but then you'd say "I love you" because that's what people who need each other say. And you'd put the ocean in the basket on the front of your bike and you'd smile.