i didnt know i was this strong i underestimated myself all along i didnt think id ever get used to the change but all i did was blink my eyes and watch my life re arrange
and i have watched myself evolve into this i thought id become a monster, someone meaningless. maybe i crossed some bridges id never seen before and maybe i didnt know it til id turned around and watched them fall.
theres no going back now theres no turning back around ive learned how to fight, when i want to cower and cry. and ive learned wrong from right, in a foggy disarray
i cant say being confused is an excuse anymore. because youve got to turn all the knobs till you find the unlocked door. and i was so tired of searching around. and i flew for miles in tears until my feet felt comfort on the ground