There is someone that a thank you maybe not enough A cut with a knife and making my blood flow may not sufice She did something that no one can ever do What she did is like Gods hand changing the sky from red to blue She made the dead **** turn into a beautiful rose Life is dark when you see it through my eyes But in your eyes light grows ever so pretty My life was all full of lies No one i trusted showed me the pleasure of being alive It was easier for me to die and leave the world behind I saw the patients die in front of my eyes and wandered why cant it be me who doesnt get revived I have always wondered why these thoughts are in my mind Why do people love me and say i am kind Do i deserve what i get or am i just trying to be happy and leave the world behind I know my thoughts are crazy but i cant control my mind I love people althought i know i am bound to be hurt Depression Depression thats my story I know you try to hold my hand and comfort me til the morning But i am still fed up of fighting for glory Maybe its time to hang the white flag above my chest I know this is hard to hear But i am done living in fear I am done living in pain Maybe it should be a start of a new year Time to let the time pass And through everything out in the sea Let me become a blood bath I should not think negative i do agree But you once showed me the way to be free You told me take my wings and fly away Your words were encouraging but what you did was the key I appreciate and remenise every single day Now i understand the meaning of living And how i should looked at myself in peples eyes I should not stop givving Even if people dont realize my size