I am the girl in the shadows and if you had stopped just for a second you'd see me hiding and rotting away, starving for my time to feel the sun and the breeze caress my skin. Me, getting thinner and thinner everyday trying to get to the invisible the no body weight, feel the heat on my pale ashen skin. Feel comfortable relaxed walking around. Just to feel nothing but beauty starving in my corner waiting till it's my turn to step into the spot light to be thin and air like to feel pure, but for now I'll crawl into the corner of my mind and pretend I don't see the monsters of hunger. I'll crawl into those satin sheets and cry of aches and pains I'll ignore the fact it's not getting better but worse.