There is such a question that appears even in the most Atheist mind. Is there anything to expect after death? Does your mind and soul disappear into the ground with you? Or do you ascend into a higher realm of clouds and fairy dust? A place where you can watch the ones you love from above. Perhaps the afterlife consists of us walking the world observing life in the shadows. Then maybe death involves the worst fate we can imagine, Living in the firery depths of hell. So here I sit pondering. If I were to die, where would I go? Would I be forced to see my loved ones mourn... Would I never feel anything again? These are the questions that sit between me and suicide.