little food to feed me well;
still they say this is no hell...
they don't understand my version;
all they see is my frivolity...
nobody will hear;
all they will do is leer...
no one is here;
to extend a hand....
there is no one that will see;
that there is no one for me...
so I will have to be the one;
to help my own self...
do not look sad;
because I know you are truly a cad...
please do not extend your hand;
I'm not ready to trust...
please leave me to wallow in my misery;
I'm just a part of your history...
so leave like everyone else;
*so tired...
so tired...