Here I am battling myself again.
The constant battle between my mind and the heart i try to amend.
So bold so swift as it strucks at midnight ,
So heartbreaking in such a rage as it attack me with no sympathy in sight.  Can you stop,  why can't you just let me be?
Is it so hard for you to see that i just can't let it be while i have sentimental songs on repeat thinking if this was how it was really meant to be.
Reminiscing of your lips on mine while your hands gently rub my thigh.
Lifting the hairs on my body sending me to a ****** high.
I refuse to forget the times we had, the stories we shared holding hands to the sunrise .
As our hearts dance to the bittersweet joy of each other's presence but it was all a lie.
Was it real or did you choke me as i suffer and crave to breathe your love?
Did you put a gun to my head to shoot me with bullets made of your tender touch and sweet sound?
Was it a knife to slith my throat carved as you adoring smile or was it your aroma that knocked me down?
How am i suppose to think when my head is a blur because all i see is your charmy face?
My heart once again poisoned by your warm embrace .
My mind once again in chaos since i lost the race.
The race between my love and you,
The race that taught me my love wasn't enough for you .
The desolation, the despair, the amusing blue,
Sick to my stomach with all the things you do.
As i walk away this time with no doubt in my mind you were never mine though i fell for your lines ashamed my stupidity made it fine.
Now I'm here writing rhymes because my heart sunk in your quicksand of lies.
Here i am battling myself again,
I knew i should've kept you as a friend.






-dpk