Chaos
Neverending
Eternity
Unrelenting.
Of my time spent still and alone,
Never have I thought that more was to be found.
Of the outer turmoil, none were aware,
The inner, my feelings, they surround.
In the chaos of my conscience,
Amidst the clamor that is my soul,
I find peace in an angel,
A dream of light, which makes me whole.
Though my reasons may be malformed,
My morality guided, notions are pure,
My heart long since decided,
I follow that which cannot be sure.
In my neverending search,
I dream of that beyond my sight,
Of something more and greater,
That which shall release me, unto the light.
I know now what is lost and gone,
Of what I had the chance to be.
An eternity of agony, despair, gloom, etc.
Now rests in plain sight before me.
But never shall I submit, my fate is unrelenting,
I’m bound for that which is greater.
Those who hold me back, contain me with harsh words,
They know not, of my friends they are the traitors.
Limitless is the potential, boundless are my skies,
If only sought and found, through all the endless lies.
I look and see naught, but those two chaotic eyes,
Beauty bound and held still, rapturous, unheeding of my cries.
Destroyers of worlds, breakers of all but despair, yet hope
They bring unto me, like the last salvation, a saving rope.
It is mine to climb into that beyond, into something better, greater,
To make myself into something, or more, to be a creator.