The tears that are running down my face is from all the pain I have bottled up for so long. The bottle has smashed and the water works are running. I can't take that much anymore and don't know if I can take anymore. Will there ever be a time that I can actually feel again? That I can actually be happy again and go on with my life. I guess only continuing my life that I seriously want to end I will find out. I have no one. No one to talk to about my feelings. About how I feel without people saying I'm psychotic. I don't know if I can take another day of this. Restless all the time and feel nothing but pain. It has went on for quite sometime and don't know if I can take it.

For all the people that has liked my stuff on here thank you for everything. I love you all.