call me challenger girl. I have found myself in this world alive and angry. In one hand, I clasp an empty hallway, and in the other, the feathers of a flightless bird. with shivering deliberation, I paint my eyes black and my lips blue, knowing I have come to fight the scary ****** sadness, to hear my battle cry echo off the canyons of nothingness. when I wander home, wounded, know the only tears in my eyes will be those of joy.