She's on my shoulders, her chin snug on my crown; her hands; little-strong, clasp my neck.
My man's fingers & thumbs circle the glass bones of her ankles.
I am her daddy. Hers.
I imagine the feel of me through her feelings. She chuckles at the roughness of my whiskers. I'm the stuff, in this moment, of her childhood
memories to come: The faint crispness in the beginning-distance of her life. These are the days before her brother will be born. He is due in August.
These are my last days of this particular
closeness with her. Quickly a glisten
in the corner of my eye builds to clear silvery wobbles, suddenly pigeons clap up from the corn, the smooth heavy-blue sky sheets electric-flash, her hands cling
a little harder as the dark clouds rumble. My cheeks itch with trickles.
As the storm hovers above her she says with her small-voice clarity -
'Daddy, I wonβt cry.'
From 'Else', by Mark Goodwin, published by Shearsman Books