I miss u so much it's hard for me to say... I thought about you so much today... Though nights are hard without you... There's nothing here for me to do... I hope and pray for u to come back... I always wonder if there's something I lack... I wanna tell you how my day is going... But your always gone and leaves me longing... I wanna tell u how special you are... But telling these things are so hard... I just wanna read anything u willing to share.... All these feelings are hard to bare... I always wonder what could have been... I wait for ur letters that u use to send... I'm lost without you I miss u so much... All I want is your sweet gentle touch...