a penny is a penny and i am a monk hawking birth control pills without any shame or pride disguised in flamboyant tinfoil. i am an extra sensitive *** on my daily street corner turning into a crumb of hunger staring down a long alleyway and eating the flowers that grew up in concrete. there are shadows of jugglers on the wall jumping into the sun, and i am a burning lampshade. henry miller is in a wheelchair now and i am a walrus with a backache being forced among the proverb writers, but i'm no prophet because i've seen the bubbling fire and the swords on the doorway. i am a lover with a guilty conscience and i have too much on my mind. i stole the bread from the riot squad and i blow out these words from a keyhole, pounding my fist on a book while the mystics get drunk with skinny ******. i don't go to birthday parties or funerals instead i'd like to do something worthwhile but i am your typical flunky, writing eccentric jokes about rich pimps while my father lies dead on the hill.