Jealousy smells like gasoline and sea water (bog water) Sick and strange Coarse of touch and taste Not quite hate No one can hate what they long to be Thick as tree sap to drowning ants What you don't know Is I feel it too Like anger in my throat and venom on my tongue Spiders, you and I With a thousand piercing green eyes Neither of us would see until the sting had come Hands rattle Fangs grind False inferiority violates the torn edges of the mind Indignant scowls (flaming scowls) This is no child's game anymore