I lay awake at night
And i think of you
Why did you do it?
What did i do wrong?

I had a nightmare
About you last night
You held a gun
And I was scared

I thought that you
would hurt me
but no, you made me feel guilty
by killing yourself

I woke with no one
no one to talk to
no one to help
no one awake

I laid in bed
and tried to forget
but there you were
in the back of my mind

The way you turned
the gun on yourself
the way you held the gun
to your head

Now i believe
that ill never forget
that night
that dream