my skin crawls,
i can't help but write.
to you and her and my mother.
“i loved you"
i can't help but write

i can't help but paint
"i loved you"
onto my head and heart.
i can't help but paint

i can't help but sigh.
onto my head and heart,
i dispel the warm wickedness

i say "I fell in love with you"
to you and her and my mother.
i fall in love with other humans:
my skin crawls.