Over a decade you've been there through happiness, chaos and despair you i lean on when things go wrong you push me always to be strong without that bond i'd be a bigger mess without that strength i'd never rest you've been my hold in this crazy life good and bad aside, you are my wife as time marches on and we all change our lives evolve as we do, it's all rearranged for the rest of the world im almost always hiding put myself in a dark room with no sliver of lighting but for you ive brought a torch to see though i try to blow it out constantly even then when we sit with no light together you're hand in mine, a solid tether a form from shadows comes in to vision as time goes on im seen with more precision while i may feel cold, broken and alone you speak straight to my heart in a calming tone and i know that you've seen me for who i could be were the lights turned on, doors unlocked and free it's because of this thing that you always do that i will never give up on the bond i have with you i will always hope that you and i make it and less and less will i hide myself or fake it for the years you've given me that i haven't earned i will become better and give you the same in return regardless of how it ends im happy to say because i woke up besides you, it's a wonderful day.