And so it came to pass, the words I wrote out on November 6, 2015 to form such a heartbreaking piece came to pass.
I am a lover without a lover.....took for granted the one that loved me because I was taken over with greed.
Never in a million years thinking he would leave....now I watch him love another...

I am not the only one to blame for there are secrets that he's hidden even when I came clean.

I am a lover without a lover but one day soon, the right one will come along & make my heart swoon.

No lies, no secrets, no shame and no schemes.
Waiting patiently on him, I've already made the change.

Whether it be the lover of my past renewed & completely changed or a lover all new to me, I pray he is sent by God himself & we'd be destined to be...

May his arrival be swift, his departure delayed, his love eternal & true.
May he never hurt me or take me for granted & means it with every breath when he says "I love you".
May my insecurities die along with my paranoid mind, that every man that comes into my life is full of betrayal, deception & lies.

May we grow old together, happy because it's true that we're meant to be. May we last stronger and longer than our last, may he always be faithful and honest to me...

& I the same with him until death do us part.

I am a lover without a lover, but not for long for I am a lover without a lover with a waiting heart...