The man leans forward in his seat, reaching down with bony arms His hunched back jerks every time the bus jolts - often enough That the concern leaking from me almost covers the empty seat between us While his shoulder blade rocks against the textured purple grab pole he leans on
Bright evening sunlight floods from the clear glass windows His sports shoes gleam a blinding white against his black long pants and high socks The laces on the right shoe have come undone Thin fingers wrestle with the half-tied knot, plucking at the tangle
Just opposite him sits an old woman with short grey hair Her cheekbones sunken in a permanent scowl that reaches the eyes I cannot fathom if disapproval is directed or a decades-long feature of her face With clasped hands she stares into space and never meets my gaze
The laces are fully loosed; the man now loops them around his leg Several inches above the ankle and his trouser cuff They circle once, twice. Then they intertwine haphazardly I am reminded of a confused toddler with strings
We stop once again and the woman gets up to alight He does the same, inching to the door with a crawl - he has no cane She scans two bus cards; he goes straight out Each unsteady step threatening to collapse his bent frame
The bus doors close. In the evening heat she grabs the crook of his arm Pushing him down the sheltered walkway of the bus stop At a sickening pace. As the bus drives off I glimpse a pair of white laces, flapping around black trouser cuffs
Almost a month ago this scene struck me immensely and I was overwhelmed with intense pity. The image will never erase itself from my memory.