You say you care,
But you aren't here.
You say you love me,
Yet you hurt me.
You say I matter,
But obviously not to you.

When you cry,
I'm right there for you.
When you break down,
I hold you close.
When you feel lost,
I talk with you for hours.

Now I'm crying,
And you don't care.
I'm losing my grip to life,
But you're happy as can be.
I'm lost with no where to turn,
While you adore him.

I don't want you to leave him.
And I'm not jealous.
But if you don't care for me,
Stop using me as your puppet.
If you really do care...
Then just one call...
Just one message...
You're the only one I trust.

Our flowers bloomed together,
White and beautiful.
We were sincere to one another,
Trusting and innocent.
I fell for your embrace,
Like a child to a mother.
Trusting you faster than anyone before.
You became my sister,
In a blink of an eye.

But then things changed.
And my flower withered away.
My morals were lost,
And I should've passed on.
But I continued without them.
A huge mistake.
The sorrow destroyed me.
The petals falling apart.

Your rose blossoms even large,
The color fading to red.
Your blinding love leading you,
Leading you to where you don't belong.
Back to that darkness you always knew.
I can see the path you're heading to,
But you cannot.
I want t tell you, you're being manipulated.
You're being used.
But it will only you drive you away, more.

So I'll sit here and endure the pain.
Drinking nothing but salt water.
I'll watch for your tears,
Wait for you to fall.
And I'll be right there to catch you,
To push you back onto your feet once more.
Anything to see you happy.
I will suffer through the sorrow.

I'm not sure what you really feel.
But I hope you know that I mean it,
When I say that I love you.
And you will always be a sister in my eyes.
Even if you're no longer by my side.
Your rose is always white to me.