You don't need to rescue me,
I know myself well enough
to know I'm lost
Lost without cause.

You keep saying you love me,
but I cry out painless tears,
my blood is black
I'm rotten inside.

Love, is not I want to leave you
is just I can't live around you.

In, my darkest nights
I've felt better than a day in this hell,
You say you love,
yet you keeping putting me down,
yet you keep on changing me,
yet there you are
standing tall and denying my pain.

I once said I couldn't live without you,
and maybe this is my way of saying
I'm slowly dying.

At night I cry,
about what I've lived for a life.
I meant to tell you this sooner,
I just couldn't live with myself
for breaking your rude heart.

Love, I can't live
what I have left of pain,
I plan on enjoying it until I die
at least I'll know what it was like
to live without crying.