my fears have turned you into coffee, like the first sip, the first drink, the first cup I emptied, or my sweet fave, the one i drank just this morning; a delight i swore of no dependence, no addiction, in a fright of a possible future of wakeful nights of overthinking. you are caffeine, you are sugar, you are my favorite drug, and i know in time, you'll leave and fade into minute traces but for now, won't you dwell a little longer in my veins? please? stay.