To all my friends and families  
People who are close by.
I know you don't know why.
But my mind is growing too wild.

Unable to stay focused.
Keeping things unnoticed.
Hoping to be accomplished.
Making sure I'm saving till I'm extinguished.  

Beginning new adventures.
Applying for life's existence.
Judging without appearance.
I'm searching for myself, when some people already know where their place is.

I've been trying to make some changes.
I've been trying to escape these phases.
Uncontrollable emotions, confusing my devotions, holding back my ambitions to figure out what life is.

Hopefully things can stay lit.
Hopefully the right pieces can fit.
Clenching happiness at the end is just the dream we all live with.