Hold myself together, to afraid to fall apart.
That sound that weeps upon me, the sound of a tearing heart.
I hold myself together , to afraid to see the sight.
I close my eyes and dream through another wary night.
My heart has been forgotten abandoned in the rain, the worse to come from one so young is the tears that fall like rain,
and worse than the empty sorrow is leaving her alone.
Although I know the pain, its worse to see her own.
I hold myself together so she wont fall apart,
I’ve seen the sight before ,like a poison in your heart.
I scream in pain , but all in vain it never goes away.
I wake up in the morning feeling the same way.
I search in desperation, I fight to find a light ,
but its hard to find a little dot in the grate abyss of night.
We wander down into the deep no sound is herd no thought to keep.
The feelings build upon the stage ,through my tears and heart they play.
I hold myself together to afraid of losing hope.
I hold myself together because now its all I know.
I hold myself together so I can trust myself.
I need to believe in someone even if theres no one else.
I hold myself together because she’s by my side,
If she wasn’t her with me I think there would never be a light, there would never be a hope of day , no thoughts of laughter none of play, no reason left to fight, I would Surely sink away into the endless abyss of night.