I want to feel the silky smooth luxury that is your skin
I want to be engulfed in your pleasure, it is all I want to see, and hear, and feel
The universe is ours for the taking
I want to be driven mad by pleasure
I want it to infect my existence
If pleasure is my drug, then love is but a symptom*
I crave feeling the smoothness of your skin and tracing my fingers along the side of your body and intend to look to you with loving eyes, loving eyes that don’t hold anything. I will not allow myself nor do I bare interest towards falling in love yet it is those moments I crave the most. I want to be in love without being in love. It has never been easy for me. I continually feel discouraged or doubtful and there are always anchors to my love that keep it from being free. I fool myself into thinking it is lust, what I want- but it is far from that. I yearn for love just as any human but I want to know someone without knowing someone.