I will pick myself up off the floor With sharpened teeth I will shake It's not exactly "brushing the dust off" More like a punishment for feeling and acting out and breathing in someone else's space I have holes in my neck and my back and my heart Times I have stabbed myself, times others have stabbed me Times I have thrashed my own body around, locked jaw and sharpened teeth No one around cares to encourage me So I have learned to punish me Though I never seem to stand when I drop myself back on my feet No one taught me gentle touches But I know how to use my teeth