sadder than the saddest clown who even then still has the choice to smile
i’ve been like this for who knows how long, so much time for just a while
all this work, the steps I made myself take to only fall back to what I thought I’d gone far from, all these thoughts, I’d grown away from, to only trip back into that endless hole I called my mind
talking has always helped, and that’s the truth, but I still can’t get anything to come out of me
I don’t have anyone to go to, I did at one point, but that’s when i smiled, but you know it’s been a while