Phoenix I I set myself aflame to purge myself of sin The fire sears me deep beneath my *****'s skin Yet cannot heal the scars that bleed the heart within I seek for peace of mind to still my sorrow's din Alone I've wandered years a Cain of restless path Blind from acid tears beset by storms of wrath But neither miles or time can my missteps rescind The faith of Job is lost drowned in scalding rain The ghosts of dreams abound of **** by folly slain They weep and shriek for grace but rot forsaken in their graves The shame of failure galls the spirit shrinks and twists As hope of living palls and perseverance proves a ***** Still I travel on refusing to give in With strength of will near gone I find my inward wind Though an orphan scorned by luck I am of phoenix grain However oft I fall to dust from blaze of bones I rise again