Dead children, if you've seen them fresh, so to speak, look like dolls, porcelain white with all the blood drained from their veins. I've seen them done them accident or not. Some things you cannot be just sorry for. It's not enough in the scheme of things. Dead children stay with you sleep with you eat with you and remind you every day of their demise. Dead children are not to be denied nor forgotten nor excused nor and especially justified. there is none for that not ever. This is the tale you walk from and never ever speak of. And sadly, the one that defines you. Dead children are not and cannot be denied. Good night, they say.