Do I just grab on the sands of time
And hold onto every single grain?
Do I stay till I'm wrinkled and grey
Or do I lose myself in someone else?

Do I keep what my heart remembers
Or do I kindle the memories stored?
Do I cast shadow on what we were
Or bring to light what we'll never be?

Do I wait to tell you what's in my heart
Or let the tides of time break it to pieces?
Do I tell you how the feelings never ceases
Or do I let slide what feelings still linger?

Do I mask what I think and feel
Or to let them both come to collide?
Do I convince myself into that lie
Or let myself be awoken to truth?

Do I wait for you till I am but
Bones and ashes
Or do I cast away these thoughts
and see where my heart latches?