Abandoned Left to fend Not knowing a thing Expected to survive Adrift In a sea of forgottenness In a blanket of misery Hungry Afraid No where to go No one to run to Knowing deep down I won't survive Dread Roaring in my soul Fear Clouding my thoughts Emotions raging Going insane From the uncertainness And abandonment Feeling reality's sharp sting Finally realizing for the first time He used me ****** me dry Like a ravenous vampire Drank every last drop Until all that's left Is a shell of Myself