You were beautiful You hold the heavens in your eyes You spoke to me just once Saying hello in that condescending way you do I brushed your arm I lied and said it was by accident I watched you walk away Relishing the way that you move You turned back around As I knew you would Smiling slightly, Just ever so slightly, and just for me You nodded once Your hair falling in whispers across your forehead I recognized the look you wore, I wore it too You were thinking of who we once were The memories like fire, lighting up your eyes I smiled back, Just slightly and just for you Then you turned back around and left me behind Not for the first time And I turned around and left you behind *For the first time