I am getting so weak my knees want to give out on me when I try to walk. My shoulders slouch when I stand and I try to straighten them out but they remain the same. I try to fill this empty space with a cigarette between my lips because the memory of you is all that I have left and the thought of what could have been. I hate that I have a slouch when I stand and that my knees are getting to weak to carry me I am trying. You told me to let you go. So I did. I try and ask myself if you really loved me but i think I wanted love from you so bad I tricked myself into believing what you gave was. I will always remember this day. Please know that my slouch is temporary I will fix my slouch so that I stand tall and people see that I am bright and confident and no longer will I have the aching knees and slouch when I stand.