;; and it is in that very moment, that i wished i could hate him. i wished i didn't have to feel so helpless, so pathetic. why does one long for someone who doesn't long for them in return? why does one miss another, want another, who never cared for them from the beginning? and why does one fall right back into a person's arms, regardless of all the harm they placed upon their heart?

and why is it that lovers and friends alike can break hearts just the same?

why is that so?