Gratitude always falls short of intention, leaving only a fiction of our meaning, when silence descends blinking neon emotions and a void, rather than a hoped for event horizon of joy.
But, it's how you transcend that shimmers humanity, makes doubt ephemera and avoids conclusion. No longer a skulker in spiky weeds, you emerge radiant in a woman's wisdom.
Likely, it comes from a mother's nurture, but the solitude of silence, these your father's whispers. So, you've escaped both superficial and awkward, arisen the womb unscathed --- Proceed to middle age!
Though perception often baffles understanding, human genomes revel in such challenge.